There are so many choices in life,
But some times you can only have one,
not two, not all,
and sacrifice the other.
Why can't I have both?
And everyone gets happy?
Why can't I have both?
And never lose any?
Why can't I have both?
And never get isolated?
Understanding friends are getting less,
lesser and lesser,
Or do I even have one?
Or should I expect less,
From the day one I decided?
I should know this from the beginning,
And be satisfied...
Friday, October 30, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Otak-Otak
I'm helping my dad's business, trying my best to expand it and making it better. Even if it fails, even if I really do not wish the result is a fail, I will not regret, NEVER.
Cause previously, I failed to realize what my dad has been doing all this while. I failed to realize that doing business is a risk, a tough job, so complicated, so much to learn. I failed to realize the effort and hard time my dad put in.
Helping him is a must, at least once in my lifetime. It is a knowledge that I must gain and it is never too late for now.
Wish me luck! :)
Cause previously, I failed to realize what my dad has been doing all this while. I failed to realize that doing business is a risk, a tough job, so complicated, so much to learn. I failed to realize the effort and hard time my dad put in.
Helping him is a must, at least once in my lifetime. It is a knowledge that I must gain and it is never too late for now.
Wish me luck! :)
Praise
Is being praise really that important?
People show off to get praises,
"Show-off-people" are proud of themselves, they are 'proud people',
Proud people are just afraid that no one realizes their ability,
They are afraid because after all they are not so great,
Proud people are those who lacks of praises,
Hence, great people need not get proud,
As they will receive praise and honor eventually.
So, is praise really that important?
People show off to get praises,
"Show-off-people" are proud of themselves, they are 'proud people',
Proud people are just afraid that no one realizes their ability,
They are afraid because after all they are not so great,
Proud people are those who lacks of praises,
Hence, great people need not get proud,
As they will receive praise and honor eventually.
So, is praise really that important?
The Boss
Interviewed.
Insulted. Offended. Irritated. Annoyed. Disgusted. Stressed. Frustrated. Degraded. Hated. And... cried. In the end, I REJECTED.
All I need now is destress, destress and destress.
Time and effort wasted but I learned that there are such "SUPER BIG" but ego bosses do exist in this world. This is what you called reality.
There goes my job hunting.
Another experience gained.
Insulted. Offended. Irritated. Annoyed. Disgusted. Stressed. Frustrated. Degraded. Hated. And... cried. In the end, I REJECTED.
All I need now is destress, destress and destress.
Time and effort wasted but I learned that there are such "SUPER BIG" but ego bosses do exist in this world. This is what you called reality.
There goes my job hunting.
Another experience gained.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
The Same Question
Recently I was being asked repeatedly the same question- What are you busy with? What have you been up to lately?
It's hard to explain why I seem busy and yet jobless. Here's a few things that I've been doing might give you guys a better idea:
1. Revise my Japanese. Beginning of December I'll be sitting for an International level exam and I need to make sure I score well in that exam.
2. Arrange my laptop's documents- clear old stuffs, arrange music files, photos etc
3. Clean my room and clear my stuffs which I've not been doing that for almost a year I think. Recently I just cleared all the old and broken shoes and set a new shoes rack.
4. Take good care of my dog- walk him to the playground nearby, walk him every morning and evening, feed him, wash him...
5. Read news daily, still want to keep up with the world.
6. Try to keep in touch with my sister often- msn and writing her newsletter
7. Babysit my brother at times- drive him back from tuition, cook for him etc
8. Catching up with friends- hang out and msn chatting
9. Hunting for jobs of course though not really keen on it- modify my resume, interviews (so far only one face to face and one phone interview ><, make a job list...
10. Read books- been reading bible and a Christian book (dah insaf...haha)
11. Family gathering and spending quality time with family- family dinner, celebrations and accompany mom to look for houses and land for investment (probably moving to a new house but so far, no ideal one yet...)
12. Translation job which took up 2 weeks time
13. Pak-toh-ing of course
14. Playing Winning Eleven and PS2 but not on daily basis defnitely
15. Wash my car once a while
16. Church every Sunday
17. Sports like futsal and badminton
18. Watch HK drama while enjoying my meals
19. Help out in my dad's otak-otak
20. Babysit Kaden Chong once in a while...
21. other small stuffs...
Of course, despite all these, I still can spend some time yamcha. So feel free to ask me out though I might reject, but now at least you know the reason, right? ^^
It's hard to explain why I seem busy and yet jobless. Here's a few things that I've been doing might give you guys a better idea:
1. Revise my Japanese. Beginning of December I'll be sitting for an International level exam and I need to make sure I score well in that exam.
2. Arrange my laptop's documents- clear old stuffs, arrange music files, photos etc
3. Clean my room and clear my stuffs which I've not been doing that for almost a year I think. Recently I just cleared all the old and broken shoes and set a new shoes rack.
4. Take good care of my dog- walk him to the playground nearby, walk him every morning and evening, feed him, wash him...
5. Read news daily, still want to keep up with the world.
6. Try to keep in touch with my sister often- msn and writing her newsletter
7. Babysit my brother at times- drive him back from tuition, cook for him etc
8. Catching up with friends- hang out and msn chatting
9. Hunting for jobs of course though not really keen on it- modify my resume, interviews (so far only one face to face and one phone interview ><, make a job list...
10. Read books- been reading bible and a Christian book (dah insaf...haha)
11. Family gathering and spending quality time with family- family dinner, celebrations and accompany mom to look for houses and land for investment (probably moving to a new house but so far, no ideal one yet...)
12. Translation job which took up 2 weeks time
13. Pak-toh-ing of course
14. Playing Winning Eleven and PS2 but not on daily basis defnitely
15. Wash my car once a while
16. Church every Sunday
17. Sports like futsal and badminton
18. Watch HK drama while enjoying my meals
19. Help out in my dad's otak-otak
20. Babysit Kaden Chong once in a while...
21. other small stuffs...
Of course, despite all these, I still can spend some time yamcha. So feel free to ask me out though I might reject, but now at least you know the reason, right? ^^
Monday, October 12, 2009
Webcaming
Still the same old girl we know :)
My mom had a serious chat with my sister yesterday night. Asking her about her college work, whether she has gained weight, her relationship with Wey Lok... usual mom's nagging etc. We all took turns to webcam with her.
It was a joyous moment for the whole family reunioned once again!
Timber!
It took 5 workers and half a day to bring this tree down.
Occupied the whole badminton court. Luckily my backyard is spacious enough.
Goodbye old oak tree! My so called Christmas tree...
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